I am not feeling good today. Not as in being sick; but I'm just not in the mood to do anything at the moment.
It could be because I've been watching my family in distress over the loss of their wing in the election. But I don't think that's the reason since I have always considered myself as a NGO (Non-Governed Organism).
I don't have the mood to talk to anyone either. So today I put on my mirrored sunglasses during class so that everyone would think I am having an eye infection and this will stop them from bothering me for the whole day. ESPECIALLY Jess.
Yep, that same Jess from Asiari Restaurant - she's taking the same Intellectual Property Law class with me now.
Unfortunately, the shades have a strange effect on the girls in class.
I feel so..... harrassed.
I don't want to elaborate on the details.....
.....
........
.............. (Tsk!)
"Oi! If you got eye infection, go to the clinic la... don't come to my class. I'll be in trouble, suwey!" ASP Lee said angrily while smacking my head continuously with his book. Ouch.
Hid in the library during lunch break. I don't want to meet anyone.
But why am I feeling so lonely?
Read Oscar Wilde's 'The Picture of Dorian Gray'. My eye caught this sentence:
"All art is quite useless."
Does this include God's art - Man himself?
Fell asleep at a secluded corner in the library. Dreaming - no, having a nightmare.
It could be because I've been watching my family in distress over the loss of their wing in the election. But I don't think that's the reason since I have always considered myself as a NGO (Non-Governed Organism).
I don't have the mood to talk to anyone either. So today I put on my mirrored sunglasses during class so that everyone would think I am having an eye infection and this will stop them from bothering me for the whole day. ESPECIALLY Jess.
Yep, that same Jess from Asiari Restaurant - she's taking the same Intellectual Property Law class with me now.
Unfortunately, the shades have a strange effect on the girls in class.
I feel so..... harrassed.
I don't want to elaborate on the details.....
.....
........
.............. (Tsk!)
"Oi! If you got eye infection, go to the clinic la... don't come to my class. I'll be in trouble, suwey!" ASP Lee said angrily while smacking my head continuously with his book. Ouch.
Hid in the library during lunch break. I don't want to meet anyone.
But why am I feeling so lonely?
Read Oscar Wilde's 'The Picture of Dorian Gray'. My eye caught this sentence:
"All art is quite useless."
Does this include God's art - Man himself?
Fell asleep at a secluded corner in the library. Dreaming - no, having a nightmare.
A figure silently walked to the desk where I was sleeping, and it stopped to look at me. Man or woman? It extended its hand, reaching out to touch my face. It felt cold and ghostly. In my dream, I felt something brushing against my lips; and somehow, a sense of heavy sadness enveloped my heart at that moment. A sad kiss.
I woke up at the library desk, wondering how I got there before I remembered. Found damp spots on the pages of 'The Picture of Dorian Gray' I was reading. All art is useless. I am useless.
I woke up at the library desk, wondering how I got there before I remembered. Found damp spots on the pages of 'The Picture of Dorian Gray' I was reading. All art is useless. I am useless.
D-SIDE'S 'INVISIBLE' is playing in my mind today.
'The Picture of Dorian Gray' by Oscar Wilde can be downloaded online at this link, courtesy of Project Gutenberg.
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